itssomayaa:

“I feel very small. I don’t understand. I have so much courage, fire, energy, for many things, yet I get so hurt, so wounded by small things.”

Anaïs Nin, from nearer the moon: the previously unpublished unexpurgated diary,1937-1939

I have a sensitive soul; I love so very much, yet I fixate on the absence thereof so very much. I feel so small and silly that I want to shut up. Yet, I feel so articulate that I want to be heard. I cannot find the happy medium. I feel like an ever burning fire that people are forever trying to piss on.

2 weeks ago

cheruib:

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taking my heart with me

This made me shed suppressed tears. I love words when I have none.

2 weeks ago

asoftepiloguemylove:

"Above all, I think I love almost nearly everyone I have ever met. // Can't you hear it? I love you. I love you. I love you."ALT
"When I woke up, I realized I was capable of the same feeling. // I remember sounds like that from my childhood, / laughter for no cause, simply because the world is beautiful, something like that."ALT
"And that orange it made me so happy, / As ordinary things often do / Just lately. The shopping. A walk in the park / This is peace and contentment. It's new."ALT
"did you know that humans emit a certain amount of light? in a thousand years you could look back through a telescope and see us moving still. we see stars that died a thousand years ago; the stars, in turn, see us; see the crusades, see the romans, see the neolithic eve take her first steps in the sun. every wet autumn, every great fire, every person who stepped out of the dark: we go on forever. the past, and the present that is already a past, will always be happening. we die and die and die and die but somewhere, in some place, in some time, we are light still living. and we always will be."ALT
"You don't realize it,' came the whisper, 'but, one day, this too will be the past and you will come to mourn it,' // 'You will come to mourn it. // Sue Zhao"ALT
"FLEABAG / Except most people are- // BELINDA / What? // FLEABAG / Shit. // BELINDA / Look at me. / (beat) / Listen. / (beat) / People are all we've got. / (pause)"ALT
"the sun / on your face on your shoulders its golden mouth whispering / (so it seems) you! you! you!"ALT
"I THINK I AM GOING TO CUT MY HAIR // because i can't get my hands on anything else. / new years eve again and my body is / full of fruit flies like last year and i still / haven't taken out the trash. in the new year / i'll have a clean room. / i'll call my mother on the phone and buy fresh oranges / from the market. i'll tell that girl i love her / and she will kiss me because / my room is clean. but it's 11 pm and / my walls are the color of old blackberries / and my body is molding from the inside, mushrooms / blossoming in the soft parts of my skull. new year's eve / again and i am going to be good this time. / i am going to be good. / i think i am going to cut my hair."ALT

reminders i need

K.C Cramm tender is not a bad word / Louise Glück Vita Nova / Wendy Cope The Orange / unknown / Sue Zhao / Fleabag (2016-2019); Episode #2.3 dir. Harry Bradbeer / Mary Oliver Thirst / @seravph

My tender heart that feels.

1 month ago
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